Some Random Crap

People used to tell me that since I’m a XXX graduate, I should be doing something that is related to what I’v been taught n not doing IT thing. Patching, updating, bla bla bla…

So when the opportunity comes, I jumped into it without much thinking. Now it’s been almost a yr since d day I jumped into this sea of highly educated people (but can’t think bcos they’v got no brain). It’s d day I decided to jump, but no body came to tell me “U jump, I jump” like what Leo told Kate…

Well, back to my crappy post here again. Hmmm… *scratching head. Where’d I stop? Oh! Ya. “U jump, I jump”, huh?

So what happen after almost a year here? *shake head My boss decided to take away my ‘decision making right’ but all matters gotto come to me for authority n decision. Ironic, isn’t it?

Then, he decided to take up more into his plate than the one he can swallow, n drag me along into his pile of crap too.

But, now that he has been relief of that pile of crap, people come telling me, or may b they assume that, my life here will b much easier since he will b taking back some of d load I’m carrying.

Hell, NO! Now he’s so damn f*****g free, he’s poking his nose of everything I do. And worse is he’s too free that he’s replying emails to all other people that I’m d person 2 do his work n his favorite line is, ‘I’ll hv d final vetting n will decide’

WTF!!! This is like U (man, intended) tell ur wifey, “There. Here’s my c*ck. U go f**k urself n I’ll see later whether to lump a load on U”

What an arsehole!

Just don’t feel like seeing that fella. Wat d hell!!!

Btw, I work 4 $$$. If U wan loyalty, go hire a f*****g DOG!

Not Again...

Came back from work n was told that there's another house in PWB4 got broken in. This is just a week from the house in PWB9 that got broken into last week. *sigh

What r all those stupid guards doing there? Shaking balls!!?? Even in this guarded community, those robbers can manage to break into people's houses in broad daylight. And we are having such "hi" security that almost everyone that comes in can just wave their hands and those "hi" security guards will let u pass thru... (see what happens when those sh*t-asses r doing sh*t-ass jobs)

Now they even dare to send out fliers to tell us about them upgrading their security services, and also telling us, the residents, that they are taking action to prevent this issue. I think, with such "hi" security here, this thing is not gonna end...

Life is all about Survival!

Has anyone personally had a real-life experience where u got urself into trouble just bcos u wanna help someone close to u? I have had heard loads of those. Wife got into prostitution to pay for hubby's debts. Man went bankrupt for defunct partnership with girlfriend, etc.

But now it is really happening right in front of my eyes. This woman got herself into so much debts that banks keep calling her to pay her outstanding amount n she gotto cash-out more money using her credit cards to pay for her debts. All bcos of her brother!

This story gotto start around 2 yrs ago. They were a very good n close knit family where all the family expenses r shared amongst the siblings, n since they were staying in a fully paid-up house, therefore they got nothing to worry about paying the bank loan repayment for their house. But thing has made a 360⁰ turn about 2 years ago when the elder sister managed to persuade her parents n siblings to move to another house, very much bigger n more expensive.

There started her trouble. With her brother's n sister's salary r so low, she practically gotto help pay out for most of the new house repayment while waiting for her brother n sister to give the money back to her. To make the matter worse, they went on to get a brand new car after selling off their old Nissan Serena, which was also fully paid at that time.

So now, what has happen? Shit has hit the fan!

Banks keep calling her to pay for the outstanding debts as she has already defaulted for a couple of months, as she can't even manage to pay for the minimum payment for the cards. Although her brother n sister do give her some money to "pay" for whatever installment for the house n car, but those money is not even enough to cover half of the repayment amount. And we have not even mention the money they gotto spend for food for the family, the kids n parents.

Today, i heard that she went to her bank to cash-out some money using her credit card. Guess what the money is being used for? To pay the debts of her credit cards!

Damn!!! As we all know, banks will charge a very high interest rate on money cashed out using credit cards. But now she has "got no other choice" but to do that. N she is putting her legs deeper into the "pile of shit"

All these happen just bcos of one thing. Just bcos he is ur brother. Just bcos ur sister can't make ends meet by her meager salary. Just bcos u wanna protect ur brother n sister. And u r not willing to "force" n "chase" them for money. So now, u r getting into big pile of shit urself. U r cracking ur head to figure out how the hell u gonna clean up that load of shit, since ur brother n sister couldn't give u enough money to even cover their own share.

"Life is All About Survival" U alone can't b a hero n help others while u r not in any good state whatsoever. So it's high time that u take some action to get back those money that u help pay for them, n let them know that u r not much different compared to them. U r not their "money tree"! I can bet my last penny, they r not gonna thank u for helping. Why? It's bcos they r so used to it already! "Sis is there to cover, no worries"

Even if u get into trouble n even get sued by banks, they will not b able to help a bit. So what u gotto do now is to think of ur own survival. Who's gonna take care of ur children? Who's gonna pay for ur food? Who's gonna pay for u when u get sued for bankruptcy?

Reality Sucks!

There r times when u feel so tired and exhausted, and the first thing that comes to your mind is to get out of what u r doing and head on to somewhere and something that you like to do. But this isn't what the real life offering.

When we were young and living in an imaginary life of ours, we were thinking that when we grow up, we'll have lots of time because we will not be spending most of our time studying and doing homework. Then we'll have lots of money too as we'll be working and not getting just pennies from our parents. We'll have lots of friends too since on average we get to know around 5 - 10 friends a year.. hahaha

But in reality, this doesn't look as good as we thought it can be. Yeah... we grew up... but with those "extra" time that we have, we use them for Over-Time, and house chores since, I presume, most of you working adults will be staying away from your parents... Then how about the "lots of money"? Naahhh... Don't think so. We spent many years in our life trying to get a prestigious certificate and degree, or even masters, but ended up getting paid peanuts by bosses who use the excuse of "economy down-turn". Then with that little that we get, it's as bad as asking money from your parents.

Having lots of friends are good, and if you get to know on average of 5 - 10 new friends in a year, then by the time you get around 35 yrs old, ur friends list will be as long as the Golden Gate bridge... hahaha.. But, there's a problem here.. It's not a problem to make friends on an average of 5 - 10. It's whether you guys are really "friends".

Nowadays, with the introduction of Friendsters, Facebook, and lots of other bla bla bla, there is no problem of making friends. But are those really your friends? I bet they are not. They are just numbers. "See... I've got 250 friends in my friend-list in Facebook" will bring an awe, but do you know them all? Nope... So what happen when you are really needing a true friend? You can't find one! There is nobody around for you to talk to... There is nobody around to comfort you... There is nobody around to give you courage... You are all alone!

This is just another day where you are too free and has got anything better to do and start thinking rubbish hahahaha. Anyway, I want to apologise to all my friends whom I have not been keeping in touch for some time. I really cherrish and appreciate your friendship. You guys always have a special place in my heart. Take care

Hellllllppp!!!!!!!!!!!

pic taken from http://www.wulffmorgenthaler.com/

Helllllllppp!!!!!!!!!!

I m screaming aloud from d inside now! It's not easy being a consultant when u r dealing wit people who wans 2 do things their way n not following the standard procedure. So wat do u do? U try 2 convince them n tell them that their way is wrong n they gotto follow the procedure in order 2 reach the correct result.

What did they blardy reply!!!? "NO! CANNOT!"

WTF!!! Who is the consultant here? Who knows the correct way n correct procedure? Who duh fark r u 2 tell me wat 2 do when watever u doing is totally farking wrong!!!?

My blood pressure is really shooting sky-high dealing wit tis kinda stupidest people on earth...! WTF!!!

Arrrggghhh!!! My Hotmail Got Hacked!!!

Blardy f***ing angry n mad!!! My hotmail account (davonne815@hotmail.com) got hacked by some muddar farking son of a farking bitch. Dat fello shoulda go farking their maddar n not go messing wit other's email.

Now i got calls fr friends asking whether im in trouble. So i asked him 2 send me d email supposedly sent by me.

The email read as "Hello, I am sorry I didn't inform you about my travel to Europe for a program called Empowering the Youth to Fight Racism, HIV/AIDS, and Lack of Education, the program is taking place in three major countries in Europe which are Holland, Scotland, England. But I am presently in England London now. Unfortunately all my money and traveling documents were stolen in my hotel room during a robbery incident in the hotel where I lodged. I am so confused now; I don't know what to do, please can you urgently assist me with a soft loan of £1,800 Pounds? Please I want to use it to sort-out my hotel bills and buy my return ticket. But if you can not come up with the amount Please send any amount you can afford through Western Union with the information below

Name/ Daniel Kang

Address: 2-24 Kensington High St
Zip code: W8 4PT
State: London
Country: England
Test Question: To whom?
Answer:Daniel

Amount send ?

Once you have it sent, please send me the money transfer control number (MTCN), with details used in sending it. I will be expecting your mail as soon as possible"

Im gonna slap d shit out of dat son of a bitch, but i doubt it cos dunno which bastard is doing tis. F*CK!!! My contact list is gone.

Blardy See-Tooo-Peeed Striiimiix

So blardy fed up!! Farking fed up!! God damn fed up!! wit tis Str***yx (n u know who ;p)

D internet speed they giving now is so blardy farking slow!!!!!! Then in d 1st place dun farking promise so many thing ler! Just give ur offer like "1kb per hour package" or "1byte per minute" package ler!!

No point for us 2 subscribe ur 1MB package rite when u blardy farking give only a "1kb per hour package" outcome n result.


Tis screen looks considerably impressive oledi... wait till u see the exact download speed.. u'll faint!!!

Drunken cop attacks 22-year-old woman!!?

This is a blatant disregard of public safety and an abuse of power!

I am reading this piece of news about a blardy drunkard drunken cop assaulted a 22-year-old woman.

First thing first. You r not supposed to be on alcohol if you are a cop! Is that not right? This should have ALREADY made known you! Oh... are you claiming ignorance?

Then, threatening to shoot the victim!!? Wow!! We know you are a cop and you have a gun. But is this how you use your "power"!!? Is this how they taught you in school? Of course NOT!, I'd say.

The best thing comes last. Assaulting the poor lady! For goodness sake, what has this poor girl done to deserve a beating from you. She's just a weak and fragile lady, compared to you who has all the 'whatever' training you got from your academy!

Aren't you, as a cop, supposed to PROTECT and ENSURE THE SAFETY of the public, the citizen? But now you are threatening our safety here! Can we trust YOU anymore?

I am really out of words here. Like what the Sarawak police commissioner Datuk Mohamad Salleh had said, "We cannot afford to have people like this in the police force and I will not tolerate such personnel"

We want to see actions taken and attitude changed from all officers. Once again. CAN WE TRUST YOU ANYMORE?

Loyalty. Tell It To My Arse....

Dealing Wit See-too-peed People Can Kill You!

I m so blardy mad rite now... !!!! Tis blardy #$%&@ see-too-peed people here in d project r getting into my nerve!! Doing tis project WAS so fun dat i can stay back n even spend my whole day doing it without any complain. BUT NOW!!! all tis %$#@& people r so blardy wasting my time!


At a point of time i just wanna tell them "Shut Duh Blardy Farking Up!!!"

It's really true dat dealing wit see-too-peed people can blardy kill U!

Sure Or Not...!!!

I am feeling very uneasy n quite apprehensive when i read that the cabinet "decided there will be no more increase (in petrol price) this year"

The Star Online > Nation

Thursday June 12, 2008

Fuel price increases capped

By MAZWIN NIK ANIS and SIM LEOI LEOI

PUTRAJAYA: There will be no further increase to the price of fuel in the country this year. This is despite the possibility of the global price of oil reaching US$200 (RM654) per barrel, as forecast by some analysts.

This latest decision by the Cabinet came on top of various measures announced on Monday to help the Government cut costs and channel more subsidies to low-income earners.

Prime Minister Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi said to stem any more increase, the Government would have to think of alternative ways to finance its spending.

“Since the Government announced the new price last week, fuel prices have gone up to US$139 per barrel and is still hovering at US$130.

“In fact, the price of oil is expected to remain at high levels in the months to come. The high price of oil means that the market price of petrol at the pumps have now reached RM3.45 per litre,” he said, pointing out that the price should be reviewed to RM3.15 per litre (with a discount of 30 sen) instead of RM2.70 beginning next month.

“However, the Government realised that the rakyat is still trying to adapt to the higher petrol prices. The Cabinet has thus decided there will be no more increase this year,” he told reporters at his office yesterday.

If the global price of petrol should ever drop, Abdullah said the Government would make the necessary adjustments with the 30 sen discount still being given.

When announcing the new petrol price on June 4, Abdullah had said that prices at the petrol pump would be adjusted monthly to reflect the global market price.

The current price for petrol is RM2.70 per litre while diesel is sold at RM2.58 per litre, following an increase of 78 sen and RM1 per litre respectively last week.

Abdullah said it had also been decided that the more than one million civil servants would receive their salaries fortnightly effective August.

“The first instalment will be in the middle of the month while the second will be at the end of the month. Deductions such as income tax and Employees’ Provident Fund will be made from the second instalment.”

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Lets take a look here. What happen to the manifesto, pledge or promise before the last general election? But when the global price reaches USD$130 or so, those learned 'analyst' out there said that it is not possible but to hike up the fuel price from our comfortable RM1.92 per liter, otherwise it will be a heavy burden for the country to subsidize the people. Some even said that the country will be running on deficit should the petrol price increase again n the government still subsidizes the people.

So now the cabinet decided that there will be no increase of fuel price here for this year despite the forecast by some analysts of the possibility of the global petrol price reaching USD$200 per barrel.

What if this "possibility" realizes next month? I mean what happen if in reality the global petrol price really reaches USD$200 per barrel?

William Shakespeare's Hamlet, he wrote "To be, or not to be, that is the Question:" Will our beloved n learned cabinet ministers might need to think

"To Raise or Not To Raise, that is the Question:"

You have given your pledge n promise that there will be no increase in petrol price in this country for this year. Will you go back on your words? Will you increase the petrol price from now RM2.70 higher despite whatever said n promised?

p.s. this is a rant by an ordinary citizen who is trying to make ends meet with his meager monthly pay check

My Phone Died On Me!

My si-too-peed phone died-ed!

So what did i do? Went to get a new cheap phone as replacement... but today, tis double si-too-peed new phone got problem liow

Daaaaaamn!!!!!!

What Nonsense Talking U!!!

School uniform has always been the requirement, if not necessary, for all school children in Malaysia, amongst others.

However, looking at the increase, sky rocketing, statistic in cases like rape, molestation, sexual harassment, as well as pre-marital sex, some quarters have come up with a "brilliant idea" to suggest that "the uniform worn by girls at government schools, saying it encouraged rape and pre-marital sex"

A "distraction" to men it definitely NOT, I honestly do not know how these learned intellectual conjure up such "brilliant" idea by saying that school uniform, especially ladies', are too revealing, sexy, and, may I quote "It becomes a distraction to men, who are drawn to it, whether or not they like looking at it"

Let us analyze the situation here. I do not deny that it is important to fend off social ills such as rape, sexual harassment and even premarital sex, and may be to include prostitution on top of that. But all these 'social ills' will not happen IF people are properly educated. Without any doubt, rape and sexual harassment are serious crime, but my question is "Does or Will or Can or Could "covering up" really fend off or prevent rape and sexual harassment from happening?" I don't know... All is a matter of education, isn't it?

Then comes pre-marital sex. Wow...big topic!! May I know what constitute Pre-Marital Sex? Sexual Intercourse, whether pre or post marital, require two CONSENTING parties. Correct me if I am wrong, it would definitely be a crime of rape if one party in the "act" is not consenting. So what constitute CONSENT?

It is all in the Mind!!! Pre-marital sex will not happen just because a gal is blardy scantly dressed.!!

Same goes to Prostitution. You can either force a person into prostitution or she "voluntarily" offers herself into it. And being forced into prostitution is definitely a crime, whereas "voluntarily" offering oneself into it has NOTHING to do with her dress code. More so DEFINITELY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HER PINAFORE OR SCHOOL UNIFORM!

So, the SOURCE of the "problem" is in the mind! Not in the stoopeed looking Uniform. Treat the mind and you can fend of whatever 'nonsense' that you can think of!

Do you see this as merely school girls in uniform or do you work out in your mind "hmmm... sexy... i wanna %$#@^"?

U Tell Me

"Perfect" Scenario, Not...

Think about tis...

U just came back from ur company trip (yea... tis time not able 2 bring ur family along, so u went alone) So when u walked into ur house, u would 'expect' 2b greeted by ur beloved family members, wife, children n pets.

But, tis is not usually the "perfect" scenario that we want it 2b.

So U r tired after a long flight home... adding to it, u gotto tolerate the excruciating taxi ride from the airport, where the cabbie just "flew" (n i mean literally FLEW) on the expressway.

U opened ur house main door, stepped in. What did u see? It's in the same condition as u left "it" a couple of days ago. U feel glad n happy that everything is fine in ur home. BUT on the other hand, Where Are Your Love Ones?? U called out, "Honey... I am home" but was only b greeted by the sheer silence of ur home (tranquility eh... tis is the irony of it)

Then u remember that ur spouse once said, "Oh... if u r out on ur business trip, i'll b at my parent's" And finally, u "found" ur wife there. U said lovingly to her, "Hi hi... darling, how r u?" but wan only being stared with "cold" eyes by everyone in the house. Silence struck the room.

Then from the corner where ur wife sit, "What r u doing here!!? U r not welcomed here!"

WHAT!!? Have I just heard a very UN-welcoming statement that came out of my wife's mouth?? Is she not glad to see me? (damnn... i am. But tis soon turned out to be "i was") Silence, once again, filled the room...

p.s. the situation illustrated above is purely fictitious, and any resemblance to existing person/situation is merely coincidental. Any judgment/decision/conclusion that you make is purely yours and the writer shall not vouch for the accuracy of which judgment/decision/conclusion.

Are We So "Fragile"!

I can't help it but to come to term that we are SICK people. Physically, mentally, psychologically, emotionally, internally, externally. Everywhere you go. Near or far. High or low. We'll find SICK people.

Walk into any government or private hospitals. Any ward. Any floor. You'll find SICK people seeking medical assistance. Seeking help. Seeking advise. And some even say "seeking second opinion"

We may be having a sumptuous meal with our family, or playing a game of poker with our friend today, and then find that one of our beloved relatives, colleagues, brothers, sisters and friends is SICK. "Oh..! He was just sitting there in the morning when his wife found him cold" or "He was still happily chatting with us when he collapsed and now he's in the ICU"

Sorry that I rant... I am feeling so sad that we are still so "fragile" despite all the advance technology and nutritional supplements that we are having taken almost every now and then (if not everyday)

Even Pigs Can Be Cute!

What do U do when U r mad, angry, raged, fury n watever word u wanna call it? Do U curse n swear!? or do U "send regards" to the person U r enraged with?

Yup! All those &*^%$^$#@$^&%$# will b coming out of UR mouth like the gush of a waterfall. "F*&k tis blardy &%^$^%!!!" "F*@k tat &^%$* b****!!" n there r more. Ain't i rite!? Many of us will use animals to describe or curse the person we hate most... like "dat blardy %$^$&* Son of a BITCH!!" or "dis &*^%% is an animal!" or just "F*$k dat animal!!" or "F&%k dat PIG!!"

Please dont curse n insult animals... I love animals.. they are lovable. By nature, we human r animal-lover. But many a time when those &^$#^*^@ had done a thing, so bad, that we can't help to curse n swear describing dat person as an "animal".

Animals r cute and lovable. Even Pigs can be cute too!!

Why!!? Why Me!!?

They R Just Blardy Annoying!!!

He: Hello, Sir, Mr. Daniel. I m XXX calling from ABC Bank.
Me: Uh huh... yea....?
He: Mr. Daniel, we are calling U 2day bcos U have been chosen in our lucky draw to b entitled for a "Reduced-Interest-Fast-Cash" program.
Me: What? How do U get my contact number huh!?
He: Oh... Mr. Daniel, we understand that U have a credit card facility with our bank n U r automatically entitled to b part of this program
(n b4 I can say anything... he continued)
He: So, Mr. Daniel, b4 I can go ahead to enlighten U on our great offer, I'll need to make a slight verification from U. May I, Mr Daniel, have UR Credit Card number?

OKAY!!! THAT'S IT!!!!

This really pisses me off here... Hey!!! U!! U claimed that U r calling from this blardy (mudda farking) bank n know that i hv UR blardy credit card n now U blardy farking come n ask me what (duh fark) is my credit card number for verification?!!!?

I shud b the one 2 blardy verify UR blardy info b4 I tell U anything!! U hv my info rite!? Now U tell me what I wanna hear, n let me tell U whether U hv got the correct "lucky" person or not!!